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Suicide- U change the body and carry on the pain

I have severe migraine……I can get attacks anytime with or without reason…This beautiful young girl approached me some time back, she came from out of station. She had already taken treatments i.e. allopathy, homeopathy, ayurveda etc, wherein she got relief only for some time but it again reappeared and she was left with many side effects. She used to fall sick even if she went out in sun. She lived in a place very near equator so regularly fell sick. We started with the history taking. She was a meek sweet, family oriented young girl who loved her parents and her sister a lot. The whole family had been affected severely by the sudden and untimely death of her uncle who suffered a cardiac arrest and passed on. But I realised the head ache she was facing was since childhood. Without wasting more time we started the session.

Th : What comes to your awareness?

Cl : I am barefoot….it’s a hut its brown……it’s a road…..mud road…

Th : Describe yourself

Cl : (The session started with some tension) I fell on a stone and feel I have died…(Surprisingly the client straightaway went to the death of previous body)….someone came to lift me….dont know who he is…

Th : Are you still lying there.

Cl : They are taking me to the hut…..they are trying to pump me..I mean reviving me…..I am showing the bruise on my head and thenI fell down………I am bleeding still……..I think now only I appear to be dead….there are two men one young one little old the young is trying to wake me up but I am not getting up…….thats it…I am dead… (actually these are the most profound 3 words which I look forward to in all my sessions. ‘I AM DEAD’ these three words are enough for self-realisation. Have you ever heard someone say I AM DEAD. It Calls for Introspection)

Th : Keep witnessing. Be there.

Cl : .i want to know why I jumped from the mountain..(The session goes completely in accordance with clients interest so I took her little back)

Cl : I am doing some work .... it looks like a hotel…its name is varalakshmi hotel…..i am sitting in a chair…am about 25 to 26 years…wearing…purple colour davni(half saree worn in south India) dark………it looks like a shop, a hotel which is on my name is varalakshmi…there is a young person who is around 30…he is calling me varu(laughs)……he is quite supportive…..I am calling him Akash…am married to him….. it seems to be 1989……..it is thirumangalam….. he looks like my classmate his name is V…Strange…… I resemble my mom……not fair not dark

Th : What about the other person could you know who he is

Cl : He seems to be a psycho…….. he wanted me…… ….I love akash and got married to him…the man didn’t like my getting married….

Th : OK can you recognise him from this life

Cl : No I cant. Am getting negative vibes from him. He wants me and is trying to have me when Akash is not in the shop. He banged my head ….. this person hit me on my head in the same place where I get pain……with a stick…

Th : What happened.

Cl : Akash came…he is taking me and making me lie down……there is an old kattul (Indian type bed)…he has put a bandage on my head…….Akash is now sitting on the same hotel where I was sitting……I am calling him out of fear…

Th : What happened? Is he coming?

Cl : Yeah! He is telling me to lie down….he is also confused….i got up and he says I will take care and he tells me to go inside…..i am sitting in the room and crying

Th : What makes you cry? Is it because you are hurt?

Cl : No now I am better….. I don’t have that bandage…..I guess some deal with someone….I am not liking that….he is calling someone and giving some work…… I am shocked and he says he will take care……he is taking all the money and going…..he takes the money in a bag…….now I am going back to the room….i feel depressed ……feel little tensed…..he is going in a white colour car. It is an hilly area….mud road leading to hill……he is going down the hill in a car……..

Th : Ok….keep witnessing. What happened then?

Cl : it seems a lorry came and hit the car….I am not sure…..one thought says he died…one thought says he escaped from above…….there Is some trouble it appears in his driving….but am not sure……

Th : Keep witnessing. What happened next.

Cl : I am coming out of the hotel…this person…the old one…. is coming again…..I think he is saying your husband is not alive……I feel really sad and am running towards the cliff…..so I jumped from the cliff….got hurt at the same place on my head again….

Th : What lessons from that life

Cl : I think I hurried up and jumped. I am seeing my body lying down. Akash is not dead just hurt he is coming back and he feels devastated by my act. I should have waited. Shouldn’t have hurried jumping. Feel guilty now. Hurt the same place in my head again and again.

The client was made to resolve the pain she was carrying. She got her answers for her headache. Pain not gone completely since the case calls for more sessions. Lesson for my client and for all of us is learn to face the situations which life puts before you and don’t make decisions which you will regret life after life, resolve the pains while in body, ending one’s life, is definitely, the worst decision taken. By this act only the body dies who knows whether we will get a complete body or even that will be hampered, the karmic issues however pass on to the next costume and return with a Bang!





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