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PLR - Audit of one's life

Its almost 2 years since I did this session whose memories are very much alive in my mind,

this session actually shook me completely and ittaught me that whatever happens in one’s

life, it is the soul which takes the decision to go through the same and as such we need to go

through it beautifully in order to finish karmic accounts. However most of us have fallen into

this whirlpool forgetting our true self and I am full of gratitude for such clients who come

only to remind us of our true self.

“I lost my mom last year, Mam right from the day I recall I have seen her always sick on bed

and have been taking care of her, only with a thought that one day she will be there for me

like other mothers. But it never happened, why I had to go through such a life where I had a

mother but couldn’t experience her motherhood.” This came from a client who flew to meet

me from the capital city Delhi. A simple down to earth guy working in top position of a

multinational firm, calm, composed and helping personality are the few words which describe

my client. So we set the main theme of the session why he lacked mothers love, had to take

care of her completely right from his childhood.

Me : What comes to your awareness

S : Lots of people are around......

Me : Describe them what are they wearing

S : They are wearing simple clothes...looks like some characters

Me : Look at your legs what are you wearing

S : Like kings wear..........I am wearing a mukut.

Me : How old are you...

S : I am around 50-55.....not very old or young....average...

Me : Describe yourself....

S : Am a man like raja....as you see in scripts....mahabharat etc....The Raja is trying to say

something.....

Am wearing a gold mukut etc....dressed like raja maharaj....i am about 55...

Me : What are they calling me....

S : No one...is calling me....I am all alone.... In a place which is a beautiful

garden..........raja is wearing jewellery but nobody is around.....some garden.....he is

searching for someone.....he is tensed...he is trying to say something....but unable

to......raja’s mother is saying something...

Me : How old is she...

S : She is around 70 year....old lady...she is saying something to raja

Me : What is Raja’s reaction

S : Raja is listening but he is not responding....she is advising me....

(He lost the scene completely as such I had to induce again so that he was more relaxed and

we continued....)

S : Some women....I am able to see...they are wearing grand dress....maharani....dress

Me : Can you feel yourself what are you doing.

S : I can feel a tiger....yes now there is a tiger...the raja is playing with the tiger with his

hands....

Me : Which year is it....

S : ...the year am unable to get only 62 is coming......

Me : what is your name how are they calling you

S : People call me shivaji......mom is calling......me .......shivaji......

I was actually jolted when I heard the name Shivaji.....who was a great Maratha king and was

very much devoted to his mother...Jijabai who actually was responsible in making her son the

great Maratha king .....but the appearance and looks of Sally were very much in contrast to

the dynamic personality of the Great warrior Shivaji.....(No judgements at all)

Me : Whats coming to your awareness?


S : I am seeing sword in my hand......and shouting......walking and people around me are

also walking....i am walking in a mountain...mother was sitting in a palki.....many people

are around me.....

I love my mother very much ....missing her....

S : She is telling me to do something...I am denying it.......

i am not understanding what she is trying to say......its as if its muted

Me : Is she still telling you something.......

S : No now I am seeing forest......I am alone nobody is around......I am searching for

something not sure what......I am alone in the forest don’t know what I am

searching....i guess I am searching for something....

Me : Are you lost......how do you feel.....

S : No I am searching..........not lost....i am searching........I am crying......crying and

searching......yes ....

Me : You want to be here or want to move ahead

S : I want to move ahead.

(Had to take him to the next moment since he was feeling very much depressed and sad)

Me : What happened what comes to your awareness

S : I reached the fort.........people are happy seeing me.....Now I am also happy.......mom

is very happy.....everybody is happy......am With mom...... am crying.....there is a tiger

which is very angry.......me and my motherI am just standing and seeing......my wife is

there...I guess i feel tired and want to be back.....

S : Can see eyes of my mom......felt as if my mom came all over and above me.....(opens

his eyes)))) in a jerk......

(Sometimes the happenings is so painful that the soul is scared to go to some painful

moment)

Me : Its Ok we are just witnessing to relieve you of all the sufferings you are holding

on....just remember we are only witnessing....what comes to your awareness....

S : seeing myself I want to do many things but I am unable to see my

mothers....pain......not able to do anything......looks like she is in pain and I am seeing

her and she is seeing me.....i feel really pained that I am unable to help her.....

Me : Allow yourself to go to the life due to which you are suffering....

S : I am riding a horse..... going somewhere.. towards mountain......I am seeing lots of

white shells around.....looks like am going to meet mom.....she is in some temple in a