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Do it Now sometimes Later becomes Never

‘I have a very strong feel for my close friend who shifted to Mumbai’ I want to know whether

I am carrying this from my past….Her want was intense and since she was coping with the

loss of her dad, I agreed for this session and the outcome was full of lessons.

What comes to your awareness

There is a huge ship…..like titanic….

Describe yourself

i am not a girl….i am boy…..i am wearing coat suit….22-23……I am having lustrous

hair….brown streaks……I am a waiter……i am wearing a bow…..I am serving a plate with

juice and wine…have glasses in my hand….i come out.. there is beautiful sea….its shining

bright and sunny….i am climbing stairs…..i serve wine in a table…..a lady and man sitting

….i serve the drink to them…then I come to another edge of the shift …..I keep admiring…..i

can see a bird flying its not an eagle….its a white coloured bird,…..with yellowish

beak…..group of birds flying….they make a pattern while flying….very beautiful…..

Which year is it? What is your name?

The year is 1852….i climb down the stairs and go back to the kitchen….. have no work to

do….am admiring the sea….the breeze is so nice….somebody is calling me Marvin…..he is

my boss…superior to me…..i am annoyed I was enjoying and now I get up and go….i am

going and there is a dog….the dog is a pet there…..it has white fur it is very smooth…..i call

it….it has a brown collar with the name Huffle….i call it and it just pounces on me….its

licking me….i am liking it….i feel I have to go and serve….i take another bottle and glasses

and go up….its a different bottle….I go up the deck….I belong to Yugoslavia….but am

travelling somewhere else…..

I go up and another table I serve…there is only a girl…she asks me to keep 2

glasses…whoever has come with her has gone….she gives me a good smile…..she is my best

friend…same eyes….its nice to see my best friend…..she is happy…..

He comes back he is very sturdy…..he is grumpy,.,,he is too harsh with his words…..i serve

them go back…and watch they are arguing…he gets angry and walks away….she is

sobbing….i comfort her….i go to take the glasses…..i give her an appealing smile…she is

trying to say I am fine…..

I am walking down its crowded down…..so many people….she is standing there….i am

walking down….I am going to the kitchen…I come out want to talk to her…but no

guts…there is so much push and rush….somebody pushes me I fall into the water….she runs

down….i am holding one hand in the edge….she tries throwing some ring like thing which

helps float….i fall inside water…the water is crystal clear…I try to swim but am not able

to…..

The last time when I fall I only saw her face she is like ….her eyes were completely into

me…..she is my best friend Amin….she looks quite different her eyes were very

beautiful….she is now too….

I am deep into the ocean….i am not breathing and I am dead…..last thing I remembered was

her face….if you decide to do anything do it then maybe you cant get chance later……maybe

there is no next time…..

I am outside…the same light….i am looking at myself and smiling…..i travel…..am going to

the same bright place…..this time I see many small lights….the small lights are happy with

each other….its like they have wings…they are flying wherever they want….there is no one

bright light…..everybody is very happy….there is no light no darkness….just what I

am…..its amazing…..keep calm is the lesson….for life….whatever is happening is because

of you so let it happen…..all lights together their own world their own way…they all look

similar to me…..one light I can see my appa……he is calling me closer…..he is smiling at

me…I smile at him….he says this is what we are,…..this is what we came….all the lights are

together happily ever after……there is one black hole…its pulling in…its purple…whenever

the light goes there it becomes bluish….thats from where they go for journey of life….its

very far and faint…..compared to all the lights over here….any light that wants to go

goes….it pulls and the light vanish…we are very far away….every body is given a pleasant

smile….its mesmerizing…. Thank you for the beautiful learning…




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